Crew Member Shares Emotional Distress Following ‘Tsunami of Harassment Following Journey
A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her struggle with mental health after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission earlier this year, which also carried well-known figures.
The mission was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the intense backlash overshadowed her achievement under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” she recounted in a public message, recalling a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the period after the landing.
She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and conducted tests during the flight, said everything she had worked for – from her scientific research and astronaut training to the historic significance of her roots – was overshadowed under the deluge of sexist vitriol.
She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after an attack during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
A Path to Recovery
Now, eight months after reaching space, she has stated the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she thanked the followers whose kindness were her lifeline. “Your support rescued me,” she wrote.
She noted that even with the backlash, important benefits had come out of the experience, such as elevated attention for her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in April, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that crossed the edge of outer space.
The diverse crew also included accomplished professionals from various fields.
The venture behind the mission is a private space firm founded by a Amazon founder.
